im confused. someone i have met once suddenly seems to hate me. and for once i havnt done anything wrong. like nothing whatsoever. if anything i actually helped out. yet the person i have met once now totaly hates me.
dont get me wrong here: i bet most of u are thinking, if u met them once, y do u care if they hate you??? the answer is: i dont really care. not too much to be honest. a little that someone hates me, but nothing majour.
i guess the main thing thats making me all grrr is that the person feels the need to blog about it. to tell everyone who's listening that i practically helped ruin their life. no joke, that annoys me so much. like i did nothing at all to them whatsoever, and their acting like everything crappy thats happening to them is all my fault.
here is a direct quote from said blog post: "you give everything yet its not enough. your too angry too stubborn too impulsive. too unlike him in his perfect ways. his perfect act. his perfect jokes" WHAT THE FUCK, I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG! and now im the evil one.
you want to know why this person is so mad and angry and bitchy??? because the persons best friend has changed. but not for the worse. no, they have changed into a better person. everybody else can see that they are a nicer, better, more fun person to be around. the persons best friend has confessed that they used to be a complete and utter tool and bitch before they changed. the persons friend is also for the very first time in a while happy and not miserable.
but the person doesnt want that. the person wants the best friend to be how they used to be: mean and evil. the person had a falling out with one of their other friends for some stupid pathetic reason that is totaly irrelevant, and expects their best friend to support them in their meaningless crusade. when the best friend turns around and sais no, the person you want to kill is also my friend, im not following you, the person chucks a massive sad and acts like a fool in front of everybody.
i have to admit though, for a while i was kinda on the sidelines through all this. like i would listen to the story unfold, make judgments and such, yet i still was just like, this is silly, i hope both party's go back to being friends again, no one is right or wrong. but now that im apparently the main cause of the persons life being ruined, so now im going to come out and just say it: you were wrong. your friend was right. your being a bitch about this. and i dont know why.
you didnt have to drag either me or your friend into your own little depressed my-life-sucks mentallity and thoughts. you didnt have to say the things u did. im glad iv only met u once. any more and im scared il start becoming like you. im glad your friend has changed for the better. im happy that everyone else is seeing how awsome the knew her is. im upset that you cant see that, and im sad that you blame everything on other people.
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i love you.
im sorry.
i dont hate you.
that blog was just a build up of confusion hurt and jealousy that came along and seemed to wash me away. i dont blame anyone. in fact i dont even remember what im supposed to be blaming people for.
i met you. i liked you. your a nice person. your good enough for rayne. as long as you keep doing what your doing. making her happy and trying to protect her from idiots who let their emotions play havoc with their relationships.
im trying a new game called honesty. usually id probably run away from the truth of your words. well thr truth of most of your words. but im not. i know im a bitch. god who doesnt.
im actually very sorry about making it seem as if i blame you for my stupid mistakes. im just very confused and i dont know what i've done so i just kinda lashed out at everyone and now you seem confused as well.
im sorry. again. you won. you won as soon as you even smiled at her. and i only just realised that. she wants you not me. and that kind of hurts. because i understand because life has thrown me an example. and im just gonna keep rambling on until everyone forgives me for being a complete asshole.
not really. im just gonna apologise..again. and im gonna be honest. it works in the movies right? maybe not but still.
im sorry.
bella x
....Your trying honesty ? then maybe you should admit to yourself who really is to blame?
Well as we can clearly see, blogging about personal matters can only lead to good things...... (for EVERYONE!)
I saw your apology. You're not a terrible person... (just telling you that just in case you thought you were. Apologies are always nice good humble things to do)
I also don't think blaming people will really help anything... it's kinda depressing how the little blogging community that has grown out of a few friends has turned into this nonstop drama of you, Bella and Rayne's life. I sure hope everyone resolves everything soon. Completely.
your irritating me....
you dont know what was going on, so dont pass judgement biblyyy...
anyhow.
x
i pass judgement on all of you... all you, judgement deserving people you. especially you bilby. you and your copraphiliac sexual tendencies.
HAHAHAHAHAHA DID ANYONE JUST WATCH THAT ON HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER!?! HE JUST SAID "EELS ON WHEELS"
haha how hilarious
hey the thing that should not be, has that nasty rash on your balls you were telling me about cleared up yet? i think you should get it checked out, especially if your undersized testicles is oozing pus.
but then again it could just be you getting a litttle over excited, just like the time we walked past the pre-school hahaha
lets have a pillow fight!
Oh I'm so sorry that I started judging people here.... by... NOT... judging people or taking sides...oh wait, does saying TTTSNB is NOT a terrible person a judgement? I think it is... I'm sorry for that I really shouldn't ever think such a thing?
I really fail to see your problem here Rayne... I haven't bothered to ask you why you have this problem because I'm just waiting until you get over it like you normally do with things that annoy you that aren't my fault...
Once again, melodrama evolves and Cobb is back to mock us all. (and I thought I told you to keep my coprophilia a secret!) His complete lack of seriousness and comedic attitude about the situation is (in my judgemental opinion) one of the best things to do at times.
i'm sorry but i mock because this situation is as serious as my attitude.
the internet is a nice place to cause conflict, because you tend to speak your mind, and your more of a bastard on here because you don't speak face to face.
what was said here that upset TTTSNB was said over the web out of someones misguided frustration. If that person were to be face to face with TTTSNB nothing would have been said and there wouldn't be a problem.
the internet is an impersonal temptress that doesnt even take place in our REAL lives. although the thoughts may have been real, or come into someones head at some point, it wouldnt have been said, and therefore the original blog is just what a blog is - a rambling of some sorts on the mind.
why should something so fake be taken with such seriousness?
maybe i look like an arsehole but its time people wake the fuck up and smell the fresh air.
and if anyone wishes to go off at me for this then bring it coz your only going to prove my point.
so.... none of you should take this in any seriousness because it wouldnt have been said otherwise, and this is an honest mistake where someones thoughts should be kept to themselves. because things would have sort itself out anywayz.
and oh! how is this any of my business?
ITS POSTED ON THE INTERNET. FOR EVERYONE TO SEE.
Here here!
wow cobb, that made sense.......
congratulations, u make more sense on the internet than any other co-auther to this blog :P
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